I'm just trying to walk with you between the raindrops

xfear0fromancex @ 2005-06-05T15:29:00

2005-06-05T19:29:41Z

_my_umbrella

xfear0fromancex @ 2005-02-06T15:23:00

2005-02-06T20:23:57Z

____bitchimbomb

xfear0fromancex @ 2005-01-16T15:43:00

2005-01-16T20:43:36Z

new eljay: the7deadlysins_ because I rock flogging molly hardcore. (atreyu got old really quickly)

xfear0fromancex @ 2005-01-02T12:20:00

2005-01-02T17:25:09Z

My cruise was awesome, and I would go into detail but no one wants to hear about my love life. And my othr computer like brokeso I can;t post pictures of my new sexy and attractive male friends.

Track Jackets are the thing this year. I wanted the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles one but I did a mistake, and that was showing it to Deanna and her birthday is before mine so she'll get it. But I might buy it for her if she buys me this other track jacket.
But... it only come sin plus sizes and thats too big.

http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=240325
But that is one sexy jacket. I could just get the guys track jacket, because the TMNT one was in guys anyways.

http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=805528
Theres still mediums. fun. And then there was this other sweatshirt but it only comes in XL which is too big. Allow me post a beautiful picutre of it.

http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=273816

http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=801432
see thats the jacket I'm getting Deanna... I think...

And then tyler vanschoonhoven is buying me this ultra sexy belt from pacsun:

http://shop.pacsun.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?storeId=10001&catalogId=10001&langId=-1&productId=62073&parentCategoryId=10003&categoryId=10089&pageNumber=1&sortBy=0

Okay I'm done. Leave a comment if I should get Dance Dance Revolution for my birthday or an electric Guitar.

xfear0fromancex @ 2004-12-16T22:59:00

2004-12-17T04:00:45Z

Im going on a cruise tomorrow and then like universal studios. ew, be my friend and cal me whenever on my cell-- 7259419. Preferably after 9 or on weekdays-- I have free minutes. Call more after christmas because I won't be on my cruise then (Don't get reception while at sea). Mmmhmm thanks.

updates.

2004-12-14T22:57:22Z

that picutre was specifically taken for the i_am_so_rad__ community but I like m hair in that picutre...

Once again for that community, but thats the bottom of ym snowboard and its hot. It says "Love is a battlefield".

And thats my charity ball dress... on the far left... and cokie looks hot, jackie looks weird, and maddie looks like herself. Cute. Yep I figured I'd update but I have nothing to say.

Oh thursday at 7 is the Middle School Winter concert. Yea you should go.... And the song Eddie wrote for me on the song is kick ass.

xfear0fromancex @ 2004-12-06T19:10:00

2004-12-07T00:15:26Z

So. Christmas was good (yes, my christmass 3 weeks in advance). I got a burberry scarf, prada wallet, snowboard, a lime green studded belt, a spinning belt buckle (just like deanna's, I'm reutnring it), a hot pink volcom hoodie and I will feel like an idiot if I ever wear it in public, and a designer binder from "my friends at Harvard". One of the best parts in christmas is reading the labels to who it's from. Depending on what the gift is is who it's from. Heck, I got stuff from Danny and Jamie (If you don't know them, you don't knw me). My family also got 4 new portable phones so everyone has their own phone in the house and no one should be complaining. I got some shoes too, the heel is too high for school though...

Tomorrow is that Roswell thing. I'm excited, supposedly this is a "great honor" because only two schools are selected to sing INDOORS. OOOH.

My mom got invited to this "exclusive red carpet christmas eve party" at the MGM Grande. Yea the invitation was like this big plastic box that said "You are formally invited blah blah blah" or something. Too bad we're on a cruise for that. Yes we leave next friday.

Charity Ball is going to suck. No afterparty, ew.

Christmas

2004-12-05T01:13:06Z

It was almost christmas time, there I stood in another line, trying to buy a last gift or two, I'm really in the christmas mood, standing right in front of me, stood a, little boy waiting aniously, pacing around like little boys do, and in his hand he held a pair of shoes, his clothes were worn and old, he was dirty from head to toe, and when it came his time to pay i could not believe what I heard him say....
Sir I want to buy these shoes
for my mama please
its christmas eve and these shoes are just her size
could u hurry sir
daddy said there is not much time you see
she has been sick for quite a while and I
know these shows would make her smile and I
want her to look beautiful if mama meets Jesus tonight

holy fuck, can you believe thats a fricken christmas song? How the hell can they play that on the radio? I swear I like cried. Anyways, thats upsetting.

Speaking of christmas, I'm having it tomorrow. Ha, I get to celebrate it two weeks before all of you. It's no big deal anyways because I know everything I'm getting pretty much. I tried on everything already so I won't have to return anything. Like my snowboard, which is so hot and the no-lace-boots.

xfear0fromancex @ 2004-11-30T16:14:00

2004-11-30T21:15:22Z

EVERYONE VOTE FOR SAMANTHA TAGLIENTI FROM ORCHARD PARK FOR THE BUFFALO IDOL NOW!!!

VISIT: http://kiss985.com/janetandnick/buffaloidol/index.php

Pictures.

2004-11-30T00:57:28Z

I decided the other picutres I posted I didn't like. Oh and I'm Deanna! I didn't make eye contact with the camera and I didn't smile! I also took upside down ones but I'm too lazy to resize them n shit.

Look at that sweet ass camera.

At the rad community, they said I look like Hilary Duff here. I'm not seeing it. And ew that hoodie makes me look fat.

This one is like my fave. So artistic. Like the first only a different mirror and not as blurry.

Or was this the Hilary Duff one? Oh, and in some of these I made eye contact. The non-eye contact ones kind of sucked.

In that one I look like a fish. Absolutly no idea what I was doing.
And now I'm sick, I don't believe I'm going to school tomorrow. Tragic.

I LOL'ed during Shrek 2.

2004-11-28T14:16:08Z

0kay, I decided that I am extremely lazy and this layout sucks. I would definetly make myself a new one but I can't, because I am lazy and I need a bunch of new codes (which I ahve) but I would sit here for an hour trying to figure out which one does what. And my picutres that I am using needs the codes where its like a box and it like... I'm not going to try to explain. Maybe Emily can do it for me. And this is also why my comment links look like im a retarted 6 year old.

Oh, and go there, it'll make Cokie and I smile.
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/kittycat.php

report cards. cute.

2004-11-26T12:58:44Z

I love that when my parents are all happy I made high honors this year (I always miss it by a fucking B+) and then they tell my family at thanskgiving, they always bring up the subject that my cousin Alexander made high honors too. Heres the catch, hes only 9. Please compare my learning ability with a nine year old.
(Sorry, I thought I might write an entry.)

A WH0LE NEW W0RLD!

2004-11-24T03:17:50Z

I think my hair looks good. Deanna and Haley do, so I figured I could display it to the public. I warn you, me=totally not photogenic. I kinda look quite masculine in the picutes, but I swear, I'm much better in person.

SCUM. All I have to say is that it's not as bad as Haley's picutre, which I will be posting at the end of this entry.
Speaking of Haley, she was like "Hurry and send the picutre, I want to go watch Aladdin." THtas why I have the Whole New World song stuck in my head.

In this next one, can you tell that Southpark is playing in the background? That red circle is Cartman. I have not watched TV in a really long time...

My mom says I look like 15.

Ok I promised:

cute.
Its finally Thanksgiving break. Perfect time to break into the Postal Service. "Don't wake me I plan on sleeping in". Its 1015. I'm off to complete reading my book (I had to say it, I feel smart) then to bed I suppose.

I amused myself.

2004-11-22T22:00:22Z

Today I convinced my whole bus that I recieved two detentions for feeling some guy up during science class. Tell me I'm not talented!

Eric: Busdriver, Ben is hitting me. Ha, just kidding.
Arlene: laughing enthusiasticly All dead body parts must be pushed all the way under the seat.

awww girl.

2004-11-21T23:12:12Z

LaToya: Hey girlfriend, what up?
Latonya: yo, we gotta talk.
Latoya: Bout what home skillet?
LaTonya: You ate mah sandwich girl.
LaToya: I don't remember no sandwich.
Latonya: Yea well it was on some toasted wheat bun, and some american cheese, and bologna...
Latoya: Oh yea I remember that bologona. It was damn good.
LaTonya: Oh No you didnt!
LaToya: Oh yes I did!
LaTonya: Oh guuurl you going down now!
bitch slap here, bitch slap there
LaToya: Wait girl, I'm sorry, it aint happening i will neva eva eat yo sandwich again.
LaTonya: Aight cool, since we apologizing n all dis, lemme just get this off my chest. I been sleppy wit yo man Tyrone.
LaToya: AWW GIRL YOU GOING DOWN!
LaTonya: But we cool on da sandwich tho right g?

I NEVER SAiD HE WAS LARGE!

2004-11-16T00:55:13Z

Me: Yea she had thar shitty handheld TV.
Haley: What's a handheld TV?
Jackie: Haley.... THINK about it.
10 minutes later
Haley: OHHHH

I love making fun of Haley.

music.

2004-11-10T21:53:55Z

I wanted "I Want To Hear You Sad" accoustic by The Early November on a CD (I want to learn it on the guitar and I'm too stupid to look it up on the internet, so I'll just have Jay do it for me. And yes Jay is my guitar teacher), but Ashley (Stafford) I guess claims I must have 9-11 other songs on it. So leave me comments about some songs I should put on it. I feel like I have no music sense, because all the music I like, I already have the CD's. So please expand my horizon...?

smile.

2004-11-10T21:48:29Z

Wow the etid show was hot. It wasnt as much fun though because I was just there with cokie (Deanna, Emily, and their turkish friend ROLL got cut at the door because they didn't have tickets) And we saw sean and I was wearing his sweatshirt.. so I gave it back. My sister got pissed. And Cokie and I made Neal a sign that said "I AM A POOR BOY (WHORE)! I WILL *FUCK* TO GET IN!" The poor whore part was my touch. And etid was amazing. I only know like one song because my sister stole my cd (even though she hates hardcore screamo or whatever the fuck it is music.)

I'm working on a new layout. The Used, but it's got technicle codes so it's going to take like a month to figure it out. Live with the ugliness, please.

this song makes me elle oh elle

Death Cab's song "Wait" is like a fucked up Postal Service. (As you notice I only have the crappy cd, "You Can Play These Songs With Chords", because I lost the one with the bird.. and the yarn...) But hey, every cd has its fucked-up-wanna-be-Postal-Service track. aka From First To Last's "I Liked You Better Before You Were Naked On The Internet".

I want to feel like Cokie:
later skater

xfear0fromancex @ 2004-11-05T21:03:00

2004-11-06T02:04:04Z

one day.
and I want a new layout.

Joe=Dork

2004-11-05T02:37:47Z

(Joe sends me a link for his car on like ford.)

cowboyforlife89: it's my car
cowboyforlife89: my baby
ch0keonfalsel0ve: uhm, thanks for sharing?
ch0ke0nfalsel0ve: its kind of ugly
cowboyforlife89: I WILL NEVER SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN
cowboyforlife89: ITS BEAUTIFUL

the witches lullaby

2004-11-03T21:36:47Z

Before I was like "Fuck a duck, my play is today"
And now I'm like "Hot damn, our play was amazing!".
It was so good, Mr. Munro had us come out for a second bow.
And then Georgette gave Cokie two etid tickets (One for me of course, we're dating)
And my mom gave me something, I don't know yet.
Now I have piano to attend to.

love is insane and baby, we are too

2004-11-02T21:53:10Z

VOTE KERRY!

But in all honesty, my overly sized lettering of "vote kerry" probably won't persuade you to change your opinion, huh?

Hot damn, my play is going to be viewed tomorrow.

Ha, look at my icon. When I saw that it made me scream "EMO BiTCH". And I did, no one is home yet.

i harte halloween

2004-11-01T01:38:38Z

So sarah came over. applepie, bands, everything was hot.
I WENT TRICK OR TREATING WITH JOE BRUZGUL! and my sister, but we ended up ditching them two.
so theres this haunted house on our street, and we went through it 5 times.
and Kevin something or other was there from my old school,
and i linked arms with him and was like "lets be friends and go trick ortreating, but i need your arm, haunted houses scare me"
then we ditched him and sarah and i jsut did the haunted house.
i ripped off one of the guy's masks (jordan) god dammit he was cute (thats why we went throguh it 5 times)

and now Joe and my dad are having an intense conversation about cameras. its cute.

but I hate halloween and candy.
And I was most certianly a hippie, the hippie shirt tucked under with midrift and this freaky belt. awesome!

xfear0fromancex @ 2004-10-31T10:56:00

2004-10-31T15:58:36Z

www.livejournal.com/community/_emoboys/
Everybody loves a good 'ole community where people posts pictures of hot emo guys. So go join!

friday.

2004-10-30T13:01:54Z

ew so we had a class party at lasertron.
those damn refs were way too intense.
im sitting there, everyone is running around and I have a headache.
and that smoke made me breathe funny.
and people just ranomly went up to me and shot me.
so the refs are like "what are you doing"
and im like nothing, i have a head ache.
and their like "well your hurting your team"
then munz and I wanted to go into the subject of gun control,
but itnstead of that her, me, n haley walk out in the second game.
we all got like 3247172109 penalties.
awesome.

then we went back to nichols for that benefit dance show. that was great, then to dinner at Sinatra's.
and that was my day.

halloween is tomorrow. i was supposed to go to sarah's but my parents are being weird now. so i think ill either just watch tv or just go outside and walk around
maybe ill find some kids from my old shcool that dont hate me?